The Unhappy Toxic

I haven't been here for two weeks. I have been lazy.. have been feeling down..Why? 

I guess I have lost my energy again. 5 months has passed since I came back from Malaysia. The battery inside me has almost been used up. I am back to the circle and routines where I have struggled to change but I failed again. I have a man who is not happy all the time and his negative energy keeps hitting me and infecting me. I have been trying so hard to ground myself, to calm myself to again his negative waves but I am not strong enough to block it. So I failed to digest the anger and mentally I am sick again. 

I saw this today and it really hit me up. I am with a man who doesn't understand the following point These are some of the things I have been telling him for decades but he never wants to listen and in result these make him so unhappy and he doesn't even realize it. 

I have to admit I used to hold on some of the points in the past too but I have learned to give them up. By doing that has really helped me to release my tension and mood. I keep on reminding myself everyday to avoid these toxic. My biggest challenge is how to make him realize these points...no clue!!