Now when I am rereading them and writing them into English, I have noticed that my mind was kind of mess up sometimes or I must be very tired when I wrote them because my Chinese was terrible, in the grammar and the handwriting.
There are many Chinese words have been used in the wrong way, sometimes the grammar was wrong. Sometime I left out some words because I forgot how to write them. At that time I was just writing and writing at the nights before I went to sleep. Sometimes I was in a good mood and you can notice that from my beautiful Chinese handwriting. Sometimes the words were so bad that I myself cannot understand what I have written. That was time when I was too tired or too frustrated to write. Sometime the things that happened in that day were not written according to their correct order because I just wrote whatever was stored in my memories first, or whatever came into my mind first. There are stuff that don't make sense to you...but it did to me, at the time I wrote it.
Well, I was not writing a perfect story book or an assignment paper to get a A+ for it. A diary should has it's original thoughts and lines that show it's pureness, right? That was the whole point of it when I started writing this diary - to note down what had happened and my feeling.
I am trying my best to keep the English version as closed to the Chinese version. So, feel free to follow me on the journey into my condensed memories.
I hope my girls will understand how I felt and the experiences I have been through that three months....
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